This week was my best performance yet. I really felt the song "If You Could Only See" by Tonic. I was much more focused and settled. I think it has to do with working with such great people from cast members, to the house band, to vocal coach Ron Anderson. I'm feeling a new artist in me.

I'm starting to feel more grounded here at the mansion as well. I can feel my creative writing side kicking in. It's funny how I work. Because I'm not a musical genius -- far from it -- I use my mood swings to generate melodies and music. I write straight from feel.